Baby. Nursing school. Baby. Nursing School.
So I have been contemplating these ideas for the past month or two. We were all set we went and talked to the adoption people and were ready set go… and I had a thought. Finically we could do this might be a little struggle but who doesn’t struggle. Then I had another thought child care… I would still have to work full time. I don’t want someone else raising my baby. After all we would be the ones to be picked to raise this baby and we would keep our word. So I have been looking into MA school which basically pays the same as I do now so as much as I think I would like it, it wouldn’t solve my problem. So since in my life I am surrounded by wonderful nurses I have decided to go to school and get my RN. It will be HARD and I will want to QUIT but I know one thing that will get me through this……
This is Brackyn my friend michelles baby boy! Being able to become a mom! So if I try my hardest and if everything goes as planned within four to five years eeek I will be done with school. In my head that seems like such a long time to go with this urgent need in my heart. I just have to keep telling myself that waiting and doing this will give my baby a better life. So through all the struggles I have to just keep telling myself this! How does Brad feel about this he says whatever I want to do he will support which he always does he is my rock.
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Tori,
You are amazing! And you are going to be a wonderful momma and a wonderful nurse too! Your baby will be so blessed to have you and your sacrifices.
I know it is hard, if we were just to be able to get pregnant we wouldn't have all these decisions to make, you just do it. Sometimes it seems so much easier but I believe adoption is a miracle! It is the best blessing to be part of this process.
I love ya! If you need to talk, let me know.
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