Baby. Nursing school. Baby. Nursing School.
So I have been contemplating these ideas for the past month or two. We were all set we went and talked to the adoption people and were ready set go… and I had a thought. Finically we could do this might be a little struggle but who doesn’t struggle. Then I had another thought child care… I would still have to work full time. I don’t want someone else raising my baby. After all we would be the ones to be picked to raise this baby and we would keep our word. So I have been looking into MA school which basically pays the same as I do now so as much as I think I would like it, it wouldn’t solve my problem. So since in my life I am surrounded by wonderful nurses I have decided to go to school and get my RN. It will be HARD and I will want to QUIT but I know one thing that will get me through this……
This is Brackyn my friend michelles baby boy! Being able to become a mom! So if I try my hardest and if everything goes as planned within four to five years eeek I will be done with school. In my head that seems like such a long time to go with this urgent need in my heart. I just have to keep telling myself that waiting and doing this will give my baby a better life. So through all the struggles I have to just keep telling myself this! How does Brad feel about this he says whatever I want to do he will support which he always does he is my rock.
